“life will be better in spring”

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tdy had early birthday celebration with MR HO my dearst CA<3
although the cake was delay but it still prefect(:
he had cake facial by classmate but he smile so happily
really happy to see my dearst CA so happy
have been giving him problem):
but i glad everything turn out nice:D
HO TC join us too(:
he look so cute in the picture becos he scare the cake is going to smash at him
tdy did project stuff till 5plus
made baby wait very long):
feel so bad then our time tgt is short):
sorry piggy):

and baby tdy is the 6th month we knew each other le(:





tdy was rushing in lot 1 with lin after sch(:
went bought cake then tidbits for cinema
pass dennis the cake bought add on for mr ho b'day card
blah blah blah~~
but we completed the card in time for our movies(:
watch harry pothers with lin(:
nice show:D
it worth every single cents
Harry Potter and Ron Weasley have bight blue eyes
while Hermione Granger has brown eyes:p
then accompany lin to woodland
then head back cck mrt to wait for piggy:D
silly piggy run in rain cause nev bring umbrella):
must remind him to bring it every day le
i'm happy bcos we completed our cards for mo ho
and bought the cake for him too:D




take class photo tdy
wanted to take group by group de for his b'day card
but we decided to take full class photo instead
wanted to take without mr ho de
but suddenly he came then was like shock
but the pic is better with him in it too(:
i was happy really very happy
did birthday card for him plan alot of things for him
hope he will like it and hope alot ppl will come tmr so can collect more money buy larger cake
and have more ppl pic in the card(:
alot of ppl say mr ho is the best and ask him to smile often
i want mr ho to laugh and smile often too
cause he don fit too frown nt nice:p


i'm so happy tdy cause i almost spend the whole day with baby
went ica early in the morning instead of school(:
went ther at 7plus alot ppl Q-ing le
like omg so many ppl
but just take form, fill up, take photo
then can le
when taking then ma fan wor
nid wait):
i don like the photo cause like cheena):
then kena laugh by baby):
naughty boy grab my book
then let my ez-link card drop

take mrt to jurong east then to cck
but instead of going to sch straight away
went lot 1 shopping centre instead(:
walk around at fair price
then went back sch:D

went gym cause class at ther
but did nothing):
dpa did nth again haix
CMN did brain map then mr ho draw pic
let us uds more(:
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after sch meet baby again went subway buy dinner with baby
see the cake for ho ho b'day also(:
then went his popo house to eat then slack a while then homed(:
anyway thanks for coming with me baby(:
u are so nice and thoughtful
i so lucky to have u by my side<3 (:
and u look so kawayii desu when u are asleep(:





tdy something happen
but it's my fault i never should have did wat i did
I'm sorry but i glad u are not angry with me
we do our circuit again kay(:
and we have important things to do tgt:D

okay bad things happen
but after rain it will be sunshine and rainbow again
anyway thanks for kaya and baby being ther for me to listen
went bowling with baby at kallang and movie
unstoppable nice show(:
very different from other action show

went bowling nt very long Q
so waited nt very long
but then we saw one gal every ball she bowl
went gutter then her bowling style also very different from other ppl
then keep laughing with baby behind:D
tat time we saw a uncle also very de cute
he bowl as if the lane own him something
every time he bowl it will land with a loud sound
and his friends were laughing at him
but he still continue the way cute sia him:D

baby 1st try was funny
cause the ball landed with a loud song too:D
then he ball keep going gutter hahaha:D
keep saying me "long go mei mei"
he also one "long go di di":p
play till 10plus till mrt home:D

baby ur laugh is special
ppl going gutter is not really that funny
but the way u say it make everything so funny
and the way u laugh make me laugh with u too:D
i want to hear ur laughter every time:D
cause i wan to see u happy every time
it does not matter if i pai seh cause
hearing u laugh is my happiness too<3
at least i koe baby hanging out with me is happy and enjoyable:D








tdy for no reason
i think its a gd day(:
DPA did nth much just slack around(:
went for break early early again(:
then lin wan refill water so we went to level 5
then see that the classroom is open
cause teacher tot it was 1pm when it is 2pm
so teacher open Madagascar 2 for us to see(:
so cute lor the animal inside
i love the penguin most<3
nice cartoon(:
i <3 it lots lots
me and lin so lucky cause we wanted to go library de
but we walk past class see its open
so we get to see shows(:

release at 3plus
went library to Read book while waiting for baby
read tint tint so nice the book(:
gonna read it every time i go library
read finish one story baby came
then went off the weather was cold
baby got flu): muz take care of yourself ma
silly boy):

went eat wif baby saw tis auntie
so scary lor talk to herself de
then went baby house to slack
then around 9plus went down to his po po house to take car keys
then on the way
i started to play wif baby
i begin acting like baby wan kidnapped me
then i keep shouting
then baby say''mei mei lai, shu shu qing ni chi tang, rang hou ni mo shu shu de xin tiao"
so sicko lor him(:
but he so cute:D
maybe bcos of these playing tat make my day so bight
i love it when baby and me play like no ppl business
we will play like crazy on streets(:

tdy run 2.4 in hall):
tired sia i hate running):
teacher say want to let us play games de
but suddenly he change his mind and ask us to run):
but at least run finish le next week can play games(:
happy happy(:
long time never play badminton le
have a gd memory of badminton
cause i koe baby though badminton de<3

lunch time meet up with kaya again(:
eat then went up
wanted to go library de but no time):
but on the way up was so funny:D
cause lin keep trying to step on kaya shoe
then they both at playing "ti ta wu"
so nice to have kaya around(:

DPA was tiring so instead of doing
my head went down to the table
so tired cause running):
but all of the sudden i just wake up
then baby called came
then ask me wat class i am
i koe what he wanted to do when he asked
but i never expect he will bring along a da xiang
i tot he will only bring the card
but i like it so much
<3 u baby(:

da xiang was popular after all
everyone wanted to carry him
cause he cute(:
but i get to carry him everyday
and see him everyday at my bed(:

and tdy i bought charger to sch
cause my phone was nt charge when all the while i think it was
then no battery totally
then open com let USB charge a while
cause charger loose
then charge a while nid go sch le
so bought charger to sch
charge it during DPA
but nt a bad choice ar
can save electricity at home(:




okay gonna post what i wanted to post ytd(:
after these two days
i realise how lucky i am
although i don have everything i ask for
although i have to work in order to have my everyday allowance
but i still think i the luckiest girl

at work
i working with a butch of china ppl and middle age ppl
we have nth much in common but they care about me
they ask me if i'm full
if i say i'm nt they will ask me whether i want eat noodles or whatever
when they have food they will share it with me
when i know tat i have been a great help to them on weekend
i was happy(:
at least i know
i help them alot instead of giving them trouble

during those two days
mum, sis and bro went aunt chalet
but at nite when i get home
i receive a call from mum
asking me if i have reach home
asking is there alot of ppl tdy
and asking me to sleep early cause i still have to wake up early tmr
although mostly is bout work
but at least she called me and ask me bout things

she may nt be a gentlest mum in the world
she may nt be a educated mum in the world
she may nt be a mum who spoilt her own children
she may nt have alot of time to spend with me
but i still feel so lucky to have her as my mum(:

i may nt have a lot of friends around me
i may always have to go out with the same old ppl every time when holiday is here
but i happy i have close friends around me
from primary sch till now
i will always have a best partner by my side
i don mind if they call me crazy or whatever sort
as long as they are happy
i'm okay with it(:
cause i know they are just joking
so no worries:D

and lastly i have baby by my side
i always have him caring for me
i always have him asking me to sleep early, drink more water and alot of other things
and i have him loving me(:
i happy with the things i have nw
there nth i will like to change(:
i thank god for giving me so many gd stuff and ppl around me(:




i can't sleep till i get everything out my head):
i know some read my previous post
some don't):
if u always wanted to koe i felt and how i'm going on wif my life
u will came by and read it
and i hope really one day at the back of your mind i will appear in your head
and u will come over and see how i'm feeling and everything
and read wat i really think(: i idk who read my blog too
i guess nt much ba): maybe one day i put it on private
but who will notice??NONE):

tdy meet a customer tat bring my mood down
y can't ppl just live their live without complaining
when ppl are already using their last energy to serve u
y can't u uds?? ppl are busy wif stuff
y be so sure that ppl are ignoring u purposely
y?? complaining bring u wat ask yourself b4 u complain
just one complain from u make ppl feel bad
or maybe lose their job

okay enough of this
i had my day spoilt due to tis customer):
i wanted to write something nice
but thanks to her i don feel like writing anymore
maybe i just post it when i have the time
Y EVERY SUNDAY SEEMS SO BAD TO ME???
I HAVE A GREAT MOOD BUT Y LAST MINS BRING IT ALL DOWN
NTH CHEER ME UP I CAN'T SMILE AND PRETEND NTH HAPPEN
WHEN U JUST OPEN UR MOUTH AND COMPLAIN):
AND U KOE WAT I FEEL LIKE CRYING
BECOS OF U

when i take bus around
i rmb the past tings
then i tot of ppl close to me one by one
then i realize i never write before words for them
so gonna write for those ppl around me which i treasure alot(:

kaiying caring and nice(:
i rmb in the past,
u and i taking the same bus during Dover time
will wait for each other at sch no matter how long it is
we will take 197 tgt
sometimes we will take all the way to the interchange which is bedok
i rmb tats one time we take from jurong east to bedok
then from bedok to my house again(:
we laugh,joke, talk in bus(:
we are not friends
we are best friend, best buddies and bus partner(:
but it been long time since we last took bus tgt le
so, lets take bus tgt when u are free(:

yanlin naughty but beautiful(:
i'm nuts and naughty
so u are naughty but beautiful:D
sch have been awesome wif u around
to stand my rubbish every time
and i love it when we both laugh loudly at something
but we don bother who is looking or wat
we just keep laughing
you been a great friend to me
my best best sch partner:D
we do practical tgt
we late for lesson tgt
we eat tgt and do assignments tgt(:
we get the same GPA and same grade
teacher like to call us the yan's sister(:
cause we both have a yan in front:D
so, lets work hard and strive for a gpa 3 tis term(:

dennis chubby and helpful(:
thanks alot for your help every time during practical lesson
and i always rmb
u played badminton wif us during PE time
and we started talking to u 1st
during dover ep lesson
then we started asking u question bout these and that
then when we moved to cck
u started to hang out wif us more often(:
then u meet kaya:D
then we are a group of fours(:
at 1st u are quiet
but nw u started to open up to us
talk to kaya more and more
and begin to shoot me):
but it okay as long as u open up i don mind shooting by u
so,lets stay tgt in the same class for the coming one year(:

vivian cheerful and cute(:
it been long since i last saw u
i don koe u will get to see tis also
but i just wanted to write out
u are my partner during my 4 years in QTSS
thank you for making it so memorable
u koe every time i saw 139 i think of the times we take the bus tgt
we late for sch tgt,
get scolded by seng(idk how spend leh but koe can liao)(:
i look at 273 i rmb
every morning i will look out for tis bus to see if u are in it(:
sometimes i will look into it also to see if u are inside(:
we are having our own things nw
but rmb u are always my partner ever:D
so, let meet up someday when u are free and i gt things to give u too(:

wendy beautiful and strong
don mistaken ar
strong i mean u are emotional strong(:
u are a strong gal so no matter wat happen
i koe u will get over it, ur frenz will always be around u
including me, tell me if something is bothering u kay(:
you are my childhood friend(: my best friend
we been friend for alot of years nw
we grown up tgt
although nw we don get to meet up soon
but we are still close like b4
i happy(:
i happy to see u happy so muz be happy every time kay(:
so,let meet up wif ah di and go out tgt kay it been long since i last saw him also kinda miss him(:

last but not least
my precious baby<3 fat and mo peng:p
hahaha:D
no lah two words is nt enough for baby de
cause baby is...
caring,understanding,thoughtful,sweet,friendly and HANDSOME:D
baby u are the most handsome guy in my eyes
other models can't fight wif u(:
we been tgt for 3mths soon(:
but it always seems that we are tgt for years already(:
i love it when u say silly things wif me

rmb tat time we went prawn fishing
we saw some cats right(:
then i was like looking around
and then u ask
"y looking for meow meow ar''
at tat time i was so happy
when u say meow meow(:
cause u are so so so cute:D

i love it when u are so thoughtful<3
rmb tat time when we were going back to chalet
i was sleeping then u gently put my head to your shouder
i was so touch by ur little actions baby
i felt so lucky(:
and the fact is everytime i was like sleeping
actually i'm nt once a single time asleep
i just close my eyes
i wanted to spend so slient time wif u
just hearing wat actions u are making(:

every couple have a special point of their own
ours too(:
cause who gf will always poke her bf belly button
whose gf will keep poking and pitch bf everytime they meet
and lastly whose gf will run away upon seeing his bf at sch:p
tats apply all to ours(:
and baby
i waiting for the day you are ready to take my hand<3>
(if u don get to see it or u don uds then u are a 小笨蛋:p)

i don koe u all will get to see it ma
but its all really from deep down my hearts
and tis is wat i'm thinking bout when i'm in bus








walk in the rain tdy after work
little mp3 playing 放弃你-谣谣
i think back to the first few months of these years
when i hav a crush on someone i should nev have on
i listen to tis song very often
cause i like the line
"放弃你，等于放弃我自己"
i used to think tat way
when i give up on them
i myself will no longer fall for another guy anymore.
haix):
maybe i think of these things again becos
i have a BAB day tdy

i suffer all the pain tdy at work
what kept me going
and nt hide in the toilet and rest for hours
is the call i will get from piggy when i reach home tdy
knowing he will call and i could tell him everything
kept me going
i wanted the time to go faster so i occupied myself wif work
instead of sitting in the toilet
cause having things to do make time go faster
but when he sms me saying he be home late
asking me to sleep early
i koe tats our call tonite will be cancel):

i wanted to tell him how much i suffer tdy
wif all the pain,i want a word of concerned from him

i wanted to tell him i saw a group of ppl
two guys and one girl
one of the guys has tattoo filled at his neck and arms
and almost his whole arm is filled wif the tattoo colour
and the gal had tatoo all over her one arm and leg
when i saw them i was shock
then my second thoughts was to tell piggy tdy when he called me

i wanted to tell him i saw a guy tats look alot like a girl tdy
but he somehow has the soft voice and nice figure
he has skinny and nice legs tat i envy
and the voice i will like to have

i wanted to complain to him
that i wanted so so so much to skip PE tmr
cause 2.4 tmr
and i don think i can run becos of some problem

i don koe if he will see tis or nt
but tats what i wanted to say to him only
but since he going home late tonight
so i just write out everything i wanted to say here

but baby if u read tis post
don feel bad or wat kay:D
its nth i koe u hav ur own things to do(:
i'm just thoughts i going to hear a word from u when i told u my things
from my mouth and into your ears
read the previous post instead kay:D
and koe tat i koe u did alot of things for me
and really I LOVE U ALOT(:

and i so happy when i see my precious bai bai
waiting at the doorway when i come home
so happy:D
all the pain just gone