“life will be better in spring”

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walk in the rain tdy after work
little mp3 playing 放弃你-谣谣
i think back to the first few months of these years
when i hav a crush on someone i should nev have on
i listen to tis song very often
cause i like the line
"放弃你，等于放弃我自己"
i used to think tat way
when i give up on them
i myself will no longer fall for another guy anymore.
haix):
maybe i think of these things again becos
i have a BAB day tdy

i suffer all the pain tdy at work
what kept me going
and nt hide in the toilet and rest for hours
is the call i will get from piggy when i reach home tdy
knowing he will call and i could tell him everything
kept me going
i wanted the time to go faster so i occupied myself wif work
instead of sitting in the toilet
cause having things to do make time go faster
but when he sms me saying he be home late
asking me to sleep early
i koe tats our call tonite will be cancel):

i wanted to tell him how much i suffer tdy
wif all the pain,i want a word of concerned from him

i wanted to tell him i saw a group of ppl
two guys and one girl
one of the guys has tattoo filled at his neck and arms
and almost his whole arm is filled wif the tattoo colour
and the gal had tatoo all over her one arm and leg
when i saw them i was shock
then my second thoughts was to tell piggy tdy when he called me

i wanted to tell him i saw a guy tats look alot like a girl tdy
but he somehow has the soft voice and nice figure
he has skinny and nice legs tat i envy
and the voice i will like to have

i wanted to complain to him
that i wanted so so so much to skip PE tmr
cause 2.4 tmr
and i don think i can run becos of some problem

i don koe if he will see tis or nt
but tats what i wanted to say to him only
but since he going home late tonight
so i just write out everything i wanted to say here

but baby if u read tis post
don feel bad or wat kay:D
its nth i koe u hav ur own things to do(:
i'm just thoughts i going to hear a word from u when i told u my things
from my mouth and into your ears
read the previous post instead kay:D
and koe tat i koe u did alot of things for me
and really I LOVE U ALOT(:

and i so happy when i see my precious bai bai
waiting at the doorway when i come home
so happy:D
all the pain just gone