“life will be better in spring”

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last day of 2010(:
everything gonna be brand new
and i gg 1 year older soon^^
but what bad is exam coming, school gonna start soon
things gonna be compress just like what SH and mr ho said
stress is coming):
and baby attachments is coming since its his second year
aw so bad to think the sch gonna be without him):
no more gg elsewhere after school
but anyway gonna say things to friends and loved ones since i'm bored^^


DA FEI ZHU♥(jayden poh)
141days since we are tgt
221days since we koe each other
i always rmb how we 1st meet each other<3
i rmb the day when i saw u and run all the way up the staircase
and i send a message to tell u i'm sorry(:
i rmb the day u ask me to go out with u
and how anxious i got the whole day
and how quiet i am when we are out tgt alone
i rmb those times when i waited for u to chat with me on fb:D
and the days i make sure my phone is fully charge so that i can receive ur call:D
and how much i love when i get ur sms asking me to go out again:D
and how disappointed i get when u avoid me for a period of time):

i rmb the place u held my hand and the way u held it
we walk a long way to find raffles mrt hand in hand during tat day(:
u asked for a gdbye hug i give a little one and say gdbye to each other
i rmb tat weekend, tat sunday
when i'm sick the 1st thing i do is to sms u
u call me in a while and sms sweet little message to me
there are so many little memories that make up our little love(:

and i clearly rmb the day when i tot everything is going to end
it was November 26 and December 6
everything is falling apart
especially December 6th u told me to take care of myself even without u by my side
u hug me and say maybe it is the last time u will be hugging me
u return me the ring and ask me to make my decision
u say u are tired of everything
i cry the worst that day
my whole day was full of tears
whenever my class mention ur name to me
i started crying
i saw u twice at school tat day
i longed for u to come and hug me
and tell me everything is back to normal
i cried when i saw the photos we had tgt was gone
i really tot everything is ending
till the next day u talk to me
and tell me alot of things i gonna change
u hug me and i said to myself i wont let this thing happen again
we continue our little journey tgt again(:

we had two little quarrel
but things went out fine again(:
we went genting tgt
u held my hands whenever we are walking
u held my hands although ther a thing between us(:
u help me to wipe my hair when it is dripping with water
those three days two night is like our little honeymoon<3
our love grow more and more each day
u told me that we stay this way even when we are back
i promise u baby♥ i will
our love will be strong enough to stand those two years
i believe(:

baby♥
thanks for believing in me
thanks for being there for me
thanks for planting kisses on me
thanks for hugging me everytime
thanks for holding my hand whenever we went
thanks for smoothing my hair when i sleeping
thanks for letting me felt so loved and bless
thanks for bringing me colours to my life when i tot tis year will be colourless
thanks for caring for me whenever i am at work
(when u remind me to be careful, i will be cause i don wan to pain u cause u say it hurts to see me in scars)
thanks for being extra gentle to me whenever my period comes
thanks for the laughter u gave me when we are tgt
thanks for making so much memories for me to fill up my life
thanks for making me see that everyday is precious
(cause u are going army in one years time so everyday we spend is very precious to me)
thanks for taking me to so many places i never went b4
thanks for everything u done for me♥
i love u so much my precious baby