“life will be better in spring”

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i'm really disappointed
i know u are tired
but i tot we will chat on the phone tdy
cause i have alot of things to say to you
i waited from 10plus to 11pm
i told myself u are busy or doing your things
then when the time get later and later
my hope decrease and decrease
then when i know u will not call
my tears roll down my cheeks
i waited happily till moody
then finally tears fall down
i feel sad and gulity at the same time
i should not have this feelings
i should be more understanding
i should not have demand so much
but really ur last message is just one word lol
you never sms me that you reach home le or wat
or asking me to sleep early
tdy i know nth bout u
i felt so distant from u all of the sudden
sorry i know i should not have feel this way
i say i understand de
but tdy i feel this way and everything
i'm sorry
i don koe if u have time to come to my blog and read this
but this is wat i really think at this moment
and i'm really very sorry to have this feeling
sorry
but no matter how distant i felt from u
i still love you my baby boy<3