I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

“life will be better in spring”

Tuesday, March 22, 2011 || 5:21 PM

散場的擁抱(The Last Embrace)

從妳的眼角慢慢地明瞭

我能做的很少

原來妳藏著傷但不想和我聊

妳選的電影像某種預告

不坦白的主角

最後流著眼淚堅持獨自走掉

散場的擁抱我還在燃燒

但妳心裡的浪潮拒絕讓我看到

妳煎熬不肯定什麼是最想要

愛才又像樂園又像監牢

散場的擁抱混亂的心跳

多寧願只是爭吵還能道歉和好

我知道妳留著和他所有合照

明明面前是答案卻撕掉不要

呵護地祈禱溫柔地討好

愛能讓人渺小

苦笑冒充微笑浪漫得不肯逃

散場的擁抱我還在燃燒

但妳心裡的浪潮拒絕讓我看到

妳煎熬不肯定什麼是最想要

愛才又像樂園又像監牢

散場的擁抱混亂的心跳

多寧願只是爭吵還能道歉和好

我知道我們和你們不能比較

但我的愛多強悍出乎妳預料

散場的擁抱我還在燃燒

但妳心裡的浪潮拒絕讓我看到

妳煎熬不肯定什麼是最想要

愛才又像樂園又像監牢

散場的擁抱混亂的心跳

多寧願只是爭吵還能道歉和好

我知道太美的回憶像副手銬

越是掙脫越纏繞我比妳明瞭

|| 5:11 PM

I sorry baby):

I know I sensitive

But I just don like to hear u say those girls to me

When u just started working

It’s okay u wont say that much bout them to me

But recently u say more

When we were on phone

U asked me are u my no.1 baobei

I say baibai,guigui and xiao bao

Then u said that those girls at your work place is your baobeii instead

I know u are joking but what I don uds is

Why will u use other gals to joke with me

When I uses those pets and sofie to joke with you

I cried… a few tears just roll down my cheeks

But I told myself it’s okay so I dried my tears and went to prepare to go out

I wanted to sms u and tell u these but I told myself it is a small matter don bother

But outside u say them again 1st is when we are eating

When u started to say bout them u know I kept quiet

I have nth to say…

The second time was at mrt

U say that one girl looked like the girl working at your workplace

My heart really went down

Really down)’:

I wonder if u are thinking bout the girl everytime

if not y will you notice that much

I never say out cause I worry if I say out

It will seems that I petty or wat

So I kept quiet

I don know what to talk to u

I don have the mood to talk also

Really I not that kind of girl that will stand her boyfriend saying other girls to her

Maybe other girl can but I can’t

I get jealous if u do that

|| 5:04 PM

Watch world Invasion: Battle Los Angeles ytd with baby

The show was nice( : thumbs up

The effect was prefect those bombs those burning was nice :D

I love it when they shoot the place from the top

With those fire burning and those dark skies

NICE (: the part where heather father dies

So sad lah almost cried but I control

Or else I gonna be called ‘ku bao’ again le

Went kinokuniya after that

Cause I wanted to

But actually I’m not really wanted to go lah

Just wanted to spend more time with baby

And let him watch his magazines

So while he read his magazines

I walk around and read those books

I read b4 then a while more I ask baby to go

Cause it going 6.30pm

Went to ion uniqlo

Cause baby wanted to helped his classmates buy clothes

So when he went inside, I stay outside waiting for him

Went subway for dinner

Then head down to commonwealth by mrt

Baby went for class while I went home and watch tv

Wednesday, March 16, 2011 || 11:28 PM

OKAY it been long since i last post

so here am i posting

holiday are here(:

but baby still seem busy):

but at least baby have more time with me

so no complains kay yanjun(:

okay tmr going for interview<3>

(provided they are hiring)

*pray hard

but i so happy really very happy:D

cause if i can work at uniqlo

1st thing my pay will be high high:D

2nd i can change environment

no more working with aunties(:

and i can choose my own working timing

yay prefect job for me(:

so pray hard they will hire me(:

baby like to say i'm a ku bao):

cause i keep crying):

ytd baby told me smth thn i cried again

then baby say me again):

who tell him to say those things

made me cry):

naughty baby):

me don like him to say those things

so baby don say those things kay(:

pinky promise*

okay these things here must be post on last friday

but me as a lazy lumpy

drag till tdy:p

and thats is

when me and baby sit on the couch tgt to watch drama

i really have a strong feelings

that we are already married*shy

cause i feel like i'm a office girl just come home from work

and baby had reach home long ago

then we sit tgt to watch drama

and baby arms hugging xiao bao

the scene was like so cute(:

oh how i wish it was real*

okay no more dreaming gonna sleep early

to prepare for tmr interview(:

gonna smile big big at the interviewer tmr

and tell u one secret

baby's mummy said she started to like me le

yay i so happy(:

happy happy happy:D

Friday, March 11, 2011 || 11:40 AM

For all of the time that i tried for your smile

For making you think that i was worth the while

So your love love love love love would be mine

For sending you flowers and holding your hand

That no one was there to take a stand

But then love love love made us blind

And I’m so sorry that I hurt you

Sorry that I fell through

Sorry i was falling in love with you

I’m sorry that it came true

But sorry doesn’t turn back time

For all that i have done to you

I wish that i could make it right

So sorry that i loved you

Sorry that i needed you

Sorry that i hold you tight

And I’m So sorry for...

Making you love me and saying goodbye

For being the one that taught you how to cry

It was love love love and it passed us by

For giving you every thing that you dreamed

For taking it back when i fled the scene

sorry love,for wasting your time

And I’m so sorry that I hurt you

Sorry that I fell through

Sorry i was falling in love with you

I’m sorry that it came true

But sorry doesn’t turn back time

For all that i have done to you

I wish that i could make it right

I’m so sorry that i loved you

Sorry that i needed you

Sorry that i hold you tight

And apology now after all of this time

Won’t make any difference tonight

But I’m hoping I’m Sorry will open your mind

To love love love loving your life

Sorry that i hurt you

Sorry that i fell through

Sorry i was falling in love with you

I’m sorry that it came true

But sorry doesn’t turn back time

For all that i have done to you

I wish that i could make it right

So sorry that i hurt you

Sorry that i fell through

Sorry i was falling in love with you

I’m sorry that it came true

But sorry do can’t turn back time

I’m sorry that i loved you

I’m sorry that i hurt you

I’m so sorry that i loved you

I’m sorry that i hurt you

Sorry that i loved you