I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

“life will be better in spring”

Tuesday, March 22, 2011 || 5:11 PM

I sorry baby):

I know I sensitive

But I just don like to hear u say those girls to me

When u just started working

It’s okay u wont say that much bout them to me

But recently u say more

When we were on phone

U asked me are u my no.1 baobei

I say baibai,guigui and xiao bao

Then u said that those girls at your work place is your baobeii instead

I know u are joking but what I don uds is

Why will u use other gals to joke with me

When I uses those pets and sofie to joke with you

I cried… a few tears just roll down my cheeks

But I told myself it’s okay so I dried my tears and went to prepare to go out

I wanted to sms u and tell u these but I told myself it is a small matter don bother

But outside u say them again 1st is when we are eating

When u started to say bout them u know I kept quiet

I have nth to say…

The second time was at mrt

U say that one girl looked like the girl working at your workplace

My heart really went down

Really down)’:

I wonder if u are thinking bout the girl everytime

if not y will you notice that much

I never say out cause I worry if I say out

It will seems that I petty or wat

So I kept quiet

I don know what to talk to u

I don have the mood to talk also

Really I not that kind of girl that will stand her boyfriend saying other girls to her

Maybe other girl can but I can’t

I get jealous if u do that