I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

“life will be better in spring”

Tuesday, May 17, 2011 || 12:21 AM

mood down all of the sudden

so many things coming all at once):

feel like crying,feel so stress

tired but don feel like sleeping

using com but nth to do

maybe the only thing i need is chocolate

): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ):

y is it so complicated

y can't it be as easy as ABC

maybe wanted it to be easy is too much

but all i want is to be normal ):

loving you seems so stressful all of the sudden

don feel secure at times

afraid the same thing will happen again):

really feel like crying):

Monday, May 9, 2011 || 11:00 PM

It just 10 more days before I turn 18:D

Yanlin and kaya the girl who keep saying herself is still a kid is going to be 18 in ten days time le :D

Nth much to wish for when I have a god that love me so much(:

God give me everything I wanted, everything I wish for

I have family, education, job and <3

I don know what I did to deserve so much love from him

but he really love a lot although I never keep my promise at times

but he will still grant my wish thanks god

your dearest girl love you a lot too(:

okay when other ppl b’day is coming

they will post what they wan on blog or other website right

so this year I going to do these too:D

see if my wish will come true

like I say I don ask for much just two things

and that is tiramisu and sunflower

that’s all(:

okay I working tmr

woohoo:D

I HAPPY but scare at the same time):

But I can de(: LIM YAN JUN JIA YOU:D

Wednesday, May 4, 2011 || 9:45 PM

dear may,

although it is just a few days before u start

but things really get better when u come around

1st,

i get my job at uniqo

2nd

secret shhhh(:

3rd,

my b'day mth too:D

and thanks god

u let me dream bout it last night

and thanks for giving me another chance

i was very grateful

i promise i will do wat i promise u:D