Its 10 mins before 2.00AM now. But i can't go to sleep because my tummy starts hurting again. Don't know what is happening to my dear tummy nowadays keep hurting.Another reasons was the quarrel we have again , twice today was it because the distance we have recently so our quarrel add-on.

I don't know what happen also i know you are joking but i just can't stop hating myself. Maybe you are right i'm stingy you spend so much money on me but me none.the moment the words got out of your mouth my tears started dropping. I went quiet when you told me not to make any noise.After that you keep calling me and i feel you are going to be irritated so i reply. You told me to buy a mouse for you, i said okay, u told me you wanted a thousand dollars mouse and told me to work alot to buy it. Then you say siao i going to need it tomorrow then i told you i buy for you tomorrow then what you say does sound i don't know hash or i don't know i just don like it. You say you wanted a razor one and told me not to spend so much. the moment i was thinking i can only buy you a ten dollars plus mouse , you know i cannot afford to but you what you wanted so you told me not to buy cause you are not going to used it if i bu for you. Why why you have to be so branded minded i really don't understand you sometimes and i really hate you being like these. i hate to know the fact that you sped so much on me but i cannot afford to buy the things you wanted for you. Remember you told me you wanted game and told me which game you wanted i felt so bad i cannot buy for you why am i such a losers. I know you won't read these but this is the place to vent out my mood.