I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

“life will be better in spring”

Tuesday, May 7, 2013 || 8:44 PM

Oh well was going though my facebook profile and i found these:D
edited to mine ideas now thou:D

1. How old are you?
20

2. Are you single?
Nope

3. At what age do you think you'll get married?
24-27

4. Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?
Yup Yup<3

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
-

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & best man?
My best friends and his best friends(:

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
both is nice but i prefer beach(:

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
New Zealand ,South Africa

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
Not sure.

10. Will that include your exes?
I have none>.<

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
four

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
both

13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
A thousand years

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon,fork and knife?
both is okay with me

15. Champagne or red wine?
Both

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
A few days later

17. Money or household items?
both

18. How many kids would you like to have?
2. One girl and one boy

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?

Yes. To keep as memory

Tuesday, August 28, 2012 || 1:39 AM

Hi bloggy sorry for abandoning you again):
well where sure i start ...
Oh well i should start from saying
I HAVING MY ONE MONTH PLUS HOLIDAY NOW:D:D:D
exam is over , but i think somehow i flunk my damn Engmech again haix
can't finish all three paper on time, last mins rush everything): ):
but nvm school is not starting until October 14(i think)
and result is not out until 14 September
so think also no use...
I did my best already that what i can say

And another thing is:
i have gotten my dream job which is COTTON ON
but i working in kids outlet ..KIDS!!!
oh damn you know how much i hate hate there
the people there are different
not doing work , talking , slacking
gosh i hate working there
how i wish i can transfer to other outlet soon
Please god help me will you
let them transfer me away to a cotton on not cotton on kids
i miss my fitting room):):
And i seriously regret saying yes to kids outlet):):
So,let me work at cotton on outlet kay
my only only request please help me
i swear i will work more, i swear i be diligent
i swear i wont complain anymore

I WAN WORK HERE!!!!

NOT HERE I HATE IT

Another things is hmm
My fatty boy<3 is having his POP soon
that means we have been though the tough three months
after POP we wont be meeting only on weekend le
so damn happy:D:D:D:D:D
although our cruise trip or beach villa trip are cancel
due to lack of leave
but but i still happy that we are going Paula ubin:D
better than nothing right haha
I love my fatty boy<3
although we quarrel and shout at each other

Another thing from me
and that is i in love with these two boys

Let me introduce my love to you
one is john and another is Edward
they look damn alike
John is the older brother with a scar near his eyebrow
while Edward is the younger one
And they are name Jeward:D:D

Monday, July 2, 2012 || 10:29 PM

I been in love with kitten nowdays<3

Back to school after two weeks of holiday): Still don like school):): BUT one more month and my 7weeks of holiday is coming.YAY!! ONE MORE MONTH . Endure one more month. Okay finale year exam is coming so my aim will be :

ELTech : Grade B ,

EG1 : Grade B ,

Eng Mech : Grade C

So jia you Lim Yan Jun you can do it de and and

during holiday ,i'm going cruise with bibi after his POP

Yeah bibi is out two more months

No more meeting only one day le:D:D

So i looking forward to everything so time pass fast kay:D

for the very 1st time i want you to pass fast

Sunday, June 3, 2012 || 9:21 PM

Its been only 3 hrs we been apart but i already miss you alot baby)': i glad i did not cry today when you reach your station, the tears are going to come out but i use my idiotic smile and look at you and when i saw that you are happy.I so happy that i did not cry again.You told me that you sleep well today because i was sleeping by your side today and you have not been sleeping well for the past weeks cause we did not spend much time together. Bibi you know that because of you i willing to skip work just to sleep beside you every Sunday so that you can sleep well.Bibi i scared that you will leave me one day, you told me you wont't and i really hope that we can spend the rest of our life together. Every-time when i lay beside you , i always told myself you be the one to lay beside me for the rest of my life. The plans we made i will not forget.Five years we will complete our school and get all the cert we wanted. We will get married after five years , you will open your own shop and i will work outside. We will have our very own car and our own apartment and finally our very own kitten. We will go North Africa someday. We are going to have two children , one boy and one girl.

Wednesday, May 30, 2012 || 6:55 PM

And i'm so in love with this sweet and fat cat:D MARU

how i wish he is mine<#

hey bloggie i promise if i have the time i will update^^Anyway today school was okay had mechnic qiuz today. Overall eh i don think i will be able to pass ba.And teacher brief us about the mini projecct today STRESS cause i don't know how to do but lucky my group is so call the "pro" cause all the clever people are in my group lucky*, but i still must contribute to the group.Next i hate EEPS teacher he don't want to teach just call us do and do and do haix y like that sia him. Math and meachnic want well today had revision for common test next week, hope i can pass bo pi bo pi*And i realise how bad she can be when she don't like the person , she will just totally ignore him but i can't cause he say before i'm his friend so i have to get used to it. Okay i gonna study now math quiz 2 tmr hope i can pass again(: and long day tmr LIM YAN JUN just tahan one more day you can rest and your bibi is coming out le<3 tahan tahan!!!

Tuesday, May 29, 2012 || 9:06 PM

I don't know why but i miss ITE alot really alot
Not only my classmates but my teachers and my time there
i miss me at there, i regret not waking up early during the last year of school regret keep skipping school now and then, just because i wanted to sleep.You know what the saddest thing, it is to miss the past and knowing that you will never be able to go back again.
I miss you school i really do really really do):

|| 8:56 PM

Sorry bloggie had been neglecting you since don't know how long from the last post.Anyway i don't think anyone will be reading my boring blog/life. Life i have nothing to say just It Goes On.No matter what shits happen it goes on and on and on.Okay let start
School

No more ITE , no more LRT , no more Teck Whye , no more Mr Ho ,no more Mr Lim, no more QC1004A nor QC1004M. Cause i'm graduate from all these already, i going to the next chapter of my life which is POLY .Yes, Poly, Ngee Ann Poly. And frankly speaking I HATE IT. I been telling myself i need more time to like it ,to enjoy it but to be frank i still hating every single day in that school all i enjoy is the time when i can go home.People told me it be fun, but fun don't seems to be the word to describe poly or maybe i still need more time. Or should i say i was disappointed i thought i will be in the same class as YanLin but who knows we are in the different class.Second i thought my class will have at least two girls but end up only me and another myanmar as you know i can't click with her that much as she is quiet and have her own social life. And school was not that friendly to me, i still struggling with the speed of teaching and my modules. I'm scare ,scare that i will fail my module and repeat again and again. And i am trying all my very best to NEVER NEVER give up.

Life
Life with baby around me was great, i enjoy every single minutes when i'm with him. I love him more than anything in this world. But recently he went for his NS so the only time to meet up with him will be Friday and Saturday.But work and school was not that friendly to me, school on Friday end late 6pm and work expect me to work 20hrs per work but discuss with manager manage to reduce it to 16hrs per week . So it means the time spend with baby is less than 10hrs per week as Sunday i have to work from 8 to 8 whereas baby book in at 7pm. I still trying not to cry whenever we have to part on Saturday night.